POOK POOK

my heart is beating very quickly

pOokpOok — Wed, 02 Dec 2009 06:11:43 +0000

on this terrible anxiety filled day i am very grateful to have friends who remember when (and why) i am likely to freak out (more than usual that is),

and who text me kind words of encouragement and support

and of course there is the Flee who yells at me (perhaps for which i am most thankful).

thank you all you wonderful people, thank you, and now please excuse me while i resume my freaking out.

THARSHEBLOWS

and this year i am thankful for

pOokpOok — Wed, 25 Nov 2009 11:20:04 +0000

tis the season of thanks come round

and this year i am thankful for so many things,

and most of all:

my family,

who love me in spite of my tantrums and difficultness

my friends,

in particular, a certain Flea, an enabler if i’ve ever met one,

and most excellent underwear,

(and also because you have brought me closer to my sparkly edward..well in 7-14 working days anyway..)

and my nummy nums

(enough said).

and also my iPod,

so i can listen to Christmas music all year round (and you can’t judge me!)

even if it won’t let me play flac files.

so thank you Lord, for all that we have received,

and help us remember that we give thanks each and every day,

not least on this day of thanks.

*hopskip*

AND NOW ON TO CHRISTMAS!

you make me sparkle

pOokpOok — Tue, 24 Nov 2009 13:26:34 +0000

yes i am ashamed that it took atonement and sparkly vampires to remind me of this.

you’re nobody til somebody loves you

pOokpOok — Sat, 21 Nov 2009 11:00:32 +0000

which may be slightly bad for your head state,

but its a nice song.

maybe it’s christmas in the air,

the rain,

the damp fug in my shower

i don’t know.

am in a surprisingly good mood today.

find yourself somebody to love

things i have made

pOokpOok — Sun, 15 Nov 2009 03:44:04 +0000

lemon kisses

jam doughnut muffins

and now that i have sustenance,

i will study.

sure…

hee.

mmm mmm

pOokpOok — Sat, 14 Nov 2009 11:55:35 +0000

i love making cupcakes.

tomorrow i am going to make macarons.

wish me luck!

tOodles yo

because you definitely saw this coming

pOokpOok — Fri, 13 Nov 2009 06:48:05 +0000

you colour my black and white days

sometimes we learn something new about the past

that changes everything we know about the present.

pOokpOok — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 12:15:11 +0000

this weather is making me feel all kinds of things i don’t want to feel.

giving feels so much better than receiving

but sometimes,

i get tired of giving.

i’m tired of holding everyone’s hands,

i can’t do it anymore.

i need someone to hug me and hold my hand and tell me everything’s going to be okay

i need someone

to love me too.

i wish i didn’t feel this way.

a glace of dust

pOokpOok — Wed, 04 Nov 2009 06:51:24 +0000

i am in a bad mood

i will bake something.

IF ONLY THE DAMNED BUTTER WOULD MELT ALREADY.

and Chopin, hurry up and download can or not?

grrr.

the lost boy

pOokpOok — Wed, 04 Nov 2009 03:37:05 +0000

why is serena always dressed like a skank, why?

also,

mmm chuck bass.

MMMMM…

Pic @ Gossip Girl Insider

MMM.

now my head hurts from all this tv watching.