beneath the evening sky
So far today, I’ve done alright.
I haven’t gossiped,
and I haven’t lost my temper.
I haven’t been grumpy, nasty, or selfish.
But in a few minutes, God
I’m going to get out of bed
and that is when I’m
going to need a lot of help.
I must say.
Not knowing, and most importantly, not caring, is a very powerful coping mechanism.
it helps you get to a point where even when you do know, you no longer care, because truly, you don’t.
and by you, i mean me, of course.
(me me, not Me me, which may or may not make sense)
and of course!
being in what we have come to refer to S- mode, is extremely helpful.
S- mode helps you get things done,
S- mode helps me wake up in the morning and decide
today i will be happy.
and i am.
i’m just too tired to not be happy.