bittersweet faith

i am so tired

and demoralised.

i eat gummi snakes because chewing gives me satisfaction.

stress relieving, even.

i’ve stress relieved my way almost halfway through a bag now.

at this point, all i can do to make myself happy,

is to think about my weekends

and Special People,

who make my day that little bit better

just by being in it.

🙂