neon wilderness

i am allergic to

1) pollen

2) mean people.

Q: what makes a good movie/show?

A: one in which the actors (eg colin firth..) walk around shirtless.

yes.i would make an excellent movie critic.

bo should have won american idol.

and

i am still waiting for my lollipop.

May 27, 2005. MY So-Called Life. Leave a comment.

maybe i’m amazed

i know a a lot of funny people.

some are funny-funny, like Mr. Classy, who says weird things about rubber ducks that make me laugh, although i would never actually admit that in front of him.

(i promise i won’t tell anyone about your blow-up dolls..oh wait…Oops…)

others are funny-weird,like Fleur, who brushes her teeth in the kitchen and says “technically” a lot, but who really is one of the nicest people i know.

(also,due to overwhelming protests, i’ve decided to add Fabes to the list of funny people…there…are you happy now…)

(but actually,when you think about it…he practically forced me to put his name in…so..you get the idea…definitely on the weirder side….)

then there are those who are funny not because they are, but because of the way they make me smile all the time without even realising it.

like Elaine,who does unexpected things..when i least expect it..hehe..thanks,i don’t think i ever told you how much that meant to me.

yet others are funny in a not so good way, those who do things that make you wonder why you even bothered with them in the first place.

but if you knew the outcome to everything in life, what would be the point of anything?

i’ve said this before-

but this time it means a lot more.

here’s to hellos and goodbyes,and the great friends made in between.


Quote of the day:

“I don’t wanna be anyone other than me”

                                                                         -Gavin DeGraw, I Don’t Wanna Be-

May 19, 2005. MY So-Called Life. Leave a comment.

within a dream

in an unsurprising turn of events, bo bice and carrie underwood have made it to the final two on american idol…

which is good,because:

1) i like bo

and

2) neither scott nor anthony are one of these people.

and for what seems to be the first (and possibly the last) time in american idol history, one of paula’s earlier predictions actually came true.

(she said, “bo,we’ll see you at the finals”, which i actually agreed with. except that i thought it would come down to bo, constantine and carrie)

unfortunately constantine got voted off to make way for less talented people.

randy and paula don’t really make much sense….every other performance is dubbed “the best of the season so far”.

here’s to bo..hope he wins..

also, in spite of myself,i think monster-in-law, the new jennifer lopez flick will be (at least) mildly entertaining.

lalala..

May 19, 2005. MY So-Called Life. Leave a comment.

a kiss to build a dream on

i think i have a problem.

i have a slight obsession with cutting my fingernails.

every day i wake up and hope that they’ve grown a little longer so i can cut them.

it worries me.

also,on another note..

i had another nightmare yesterday…

it involved the pillsbury doughboy and a meat cleaver.

this also worries me.

May 14, 2005. MY So-Called Life. Leave a comment.

i think i have a problem.

an excellent song..

-save yourself-

turn out the light
just say goodnight, to yourself
may I remind you
when you find you, you’re all alone is when you’ve got to be strong
cause that’s when they call you, in the night
he’s got your picture in his mind
he’s got your number on a paper at his disposal anytime

is it really true
could you save yourself for someone who,could love you for you
so many times we just give it away, to someone who
someone who you

met in bar
the back of a car
and for a moment you felt important but not in your heart
my self esteem, it’s been low, go ahead and count it’s been lower than low
i know the feeling of it stealing life out from under me

i want to learn, how you save yourself for someone who, could love you for you
so many times we just give it away to someone who, couldn’t even remember your name
could you save yourself for someone who, loves you for you, and loves me for me
give it away to someone who someone who will cherish your name

cause I want to learn, can you save yourself for
loves you for you, and
loves me for me
give it away to someone who, someone who,

someone who will cherish your name.

May 12, 2005. MY So-Called Life. Leave a comment.