my friends
TIGGER AND POOH!
i’m watching this:
My Friends Tigger and Pooh: Hundred Acre Haunt
playhouse disney can be very amusing at times.
(also, the songs are very catchy)
this is why i hardly ever argue with small children when they insist on watching CHANNEL 613 all day long.
but of course,
i never told you this.
shh.
*
it helps,
every little bit helps.
Winter
and i remember the sound
of your November downtown
i remember the truth,
a warm December with you
but i don’t have to make this mistake
and i don’t have to stay this way
if only i would wake.
it’s been awhile.
what’s happened since then?
what exciting, drama filled events have transpired since then?
many, many, many trips to somewhere i hated at first, then gradually learned to tolerate, then slowly grew to love, and then was sad to leave.
seven weeks with people i love so much, so, so much.
and i never wanted to leave again,
but i did.
i can’t wait to go back.
in times of need,
i will always remember-
the kindness of strangers
help in the most unexpected places.
i have read and read and read
and yet i remain.
i seek to understand,
but still i cannot.
perhaps it isn’t the actual understanding i need at this time,
but the knowledge and realisation that i need to understand, that i must strive to understand.
i will try harder.
i can change and i will change and it will be for the better.
and in 20 weeks, 20 short weeks,
i will be home again.