Little Favours

this silence sits easy

so peacefully.

*

today, this morning of the 30th day of june, the middle of the year (don’t quibble, dramatic effect ok)..

i have decided

to just forget everything.

it’s so much easier to erase the past, rather than remember and think and remember and think

maybe in a few years i’ll be able to look back and not be sad

but for now, for now..

it never existed,

and none of it was real.

i know someone who would (should!) be proud of me.

(you better be proud of me woman!)

*

so take me far away now

and hold me close to your heart

and do me just this little favour

June 30, 2009. MY So-Called Life. Leave a comment.

those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it.

sigh.

can’t wait for next week.

so many things to look forward to.

damn it, maybe i SHOULD go buy that ___.

i want it all and i want it now.

maybe it’s a substitute for you.

yes, that must be why i have so many shoes.

hee.

clickety click my darlings, it’s Chuck Bass

and an accent has never been sexier.

June 27, 2009. MY So-Called Life. Leave a comment.

hot and cold

that katy perry song has been looping in my head for SOME STRANGE REASON

and then i listened, really listened, and realised

hot damn, my subconsicous mind does a whole lot of thinking doesn’t it.

hee.

it’s headless chicken time, baby!

except i won’t run in circles anymore-

i promise.

(logistically though, this might pose a problem…think about it…where/how else would i run?)

June 21, 2009. MY So-Called Life. 1 comment.

a few days ago i had a very vivid dream, in which i was at the david jones stocktake sale

where i found these awesome prada flats for $20.

so naturally i Had to get them.

but then, as my companions distracted me (pffft) i turned around to discover that my pradas had been whisked away by the SA!

frustrated i was,

but also determined to score myself a bargain.

and so i continued browsing, and lo and behold,

i found some chanel flats for $50!

and so i leaned over to get them,

and hit my head on the shelf.

and then i woke up,

because i had rolled over and hit my head on the bedside table.

whoooOooO!

you see, even in my dreams i am unfaltering in my love of footwear-

i will not be defeated in my pursuits.

now if only i could apply that to things that ACTUALLY matter…

June 17, 2009. MY So-Called Life. 2 comments.

i was just sitting here, thinking about bananas

and then i remembered one day last year when i ate 7 bananas and a cup of coffee and had palpitations.

oh, the wonders and marvels of my brain.

why am i thinking about bananas?

curiouser and curiouser.

June 4, 2009. MY So-Called Life. 1 comment.